Married? ME?

Yes it's true folks! well I write this mostly for myself seeing as not very many people actually read my blog. I'm getting married this July and I thank God everyday for that blessing. I love my fiance so much and despite his short comings and mistakes, I'm happy to have him in my life. He's my best friend and I don't know what I'd do without him. I'm so excited about waking up to his face every morning. I can't wait to pick out a dress.
My soldier =] He wants to wear his dress greens =P what the heck won't clash with that? Well, whatever makes him happy. He may be leaving for Iraq before the year is up =[. I'm devastated about that. But, I am proud of him too.
I don't want anyone, or at least the one person who reads this blog, to think that I've abandoned my quest to abolish modern day slavery because, I haven't. I still fight small battles everyday. I sign petitions. I do my part. I try to get through to people who believe that ignorance is bliss. STOP THE TRAFFICK.

I need more

than just "I'm sorry I fucked up big time. I want to come home marry you and take care of you."
It hurt so much more than that.
is that selfish?